I'm going for it!

Not too long ago, I discovered the TEACH grant. I'll say it again - for those of you interested in becoming teachers, LOOK INTO IT. There are grants available on the Bachelor's and also on the Master's levels. You may well find that cast away dreams can come true...check out the high need fields:

1) Bilingual Education and English Language Acquisition.
2) Foreign Language.
3) Mathematics.
4) Reading Specialist.
5) Science.
6) Special Education.
7) Other identified teacher shortage areas as of the time you begin teaching in that field. These are teacher subject shortage areas (not geographic areas) that are listed in the Department of Educations Annual Teacher Shortage Area Nationwide Listing. To access the listing, please go to this website.


Today I spent a lot of time on the phone - calling the folks at ed.gov, calling the school I plan on attending (at least for now - hoping to move north next year some time), and calling my lenders and prior schools for transcript requests. Keep your fingers crossed for me - my transcripts have to be post-marked by 8/15, and I am working on getting my loans into forbearance until I can get them deferred, while at the same time, I am working through the financial aid verification process and hoping nothing collides!! Patience. I'm hoping for August but will be happy for January.

Why am I starting this now? Because I refuse to put life off anymore. Anything worth going for in life should be fully embraced and held onto for all of its worth. For me, this is worth everything. I've decided to go for foreign languages. It's funny - but a few of the critical need languages are Russian, Chinese, and Japanese!!#@!@#@!!! WOW!!! When I was in high school we only had French, Spanish, and if we were lucky, German and maybe Latin to choose from. Times change! The school I am working my way into offers German, Spanish or French, teaching grades 7-12, with the ability to minor in Japanese or Chinese. I'm going for French. It's a beautiful language and part of my heritage. I believe that I can also use it later in life should certain outreach opportunities arise in the Caribbean. Take Haiti for instance - with only a 54% literacy rate...I wrench inside everytime I think about it. Granted, their language is Kreyol - but it is my understanding that the language is similar and something one can easily pick up if French is already fluent.

I'd thought about Special Ed. Sadly, the way I've heard that the bureaucrats tie teacher's hands has dissuaded me. Nowadawys, they pretty much only allow for glorified forms of babysitting. No one is allowed to actually reaching those kids, and I don't think I could emotionally tolerate the frustration of not being able to make a difference.

There's no looking back for me now - eyes are straight ahead and I am making this happen!

R.I.P. Wormwood

We laid our precious baby kitty to rest today. It was a total blind-side. I took him to his vet to have him neutered and he died coming out of the anesthesia. He was only 6 months old. He had two cardiac arrests. They brought him back once. They said in 15 years it has only happened 3 times. They said he most likely had an undetected heart condition.

He was growing into an amazing cat - he gave kisses - sometimes without being asked; he played hard and loved sweetly. He would cuddle for hours, and then become an unstoppable ball of energy.

Everything feels upside-down. I keep looking for him in all of his favorite places and then I realize I'll never see him in the flesh again. My hubster and I are big sob buckets right now. Precious Wormwood - you are dearly missed and forever remembered.

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Kickin' It Up...to have a baby:)

My husband and I have wanted to have children together since we got together in 2001. Sadly, we have not been successful in this endeavor and it's tearing us both up. He's as of recently declined into a depression and I am fighting to stay afloat. We had my tubal reversal done in 2003, from which we have had one miscarriage in July 2004. It's now 2009 - almost 5 years since then and nothing. One big part of the problem is that we were told that my tubes are pretty much shot. I'll be 43 in April, and I've been doing some internet research tonight to see how we can still hold onto any hope...and once again, my Guides have shown me a chance and a silver lining.

I keep having little clues that New Jersey is somehow in my future. I learned tonight that while at my age with my own eggs, we only have about a 6% chance of a viable pregnancy and a live birth - with donor eggs, we have the same chance as the age of the donor! The in vitro process would involve a petrie-dish fertilization between Jaysen's sperm and the donor eggs - but the child(ren) would grow in me - and we'd share and love in that pregnancy together. Where does New Jersey come into all of this? One of the most successful fertility/donor clinics is there. Another thing I learned is that New Jersey is a fertility insurance mandated state - for a max of 4 tries, and then there are payment plans.

What does all of this mean in the grand scheme? It means I'm going from transitioning back to high raw to 100% raw and getting myself back in shape and staying there. I've put back on a few pounds this past year and eaten many things I shouldn;t and would not normally have due to high stress and no time - but those tables have all turned for the better for me. I can't wait for him to come home tonight so I can tell him what I've learned and what I have planned.

Now, admittedly, I am still not ruling out a natural pregnancy once I have my weight down to the ideal for a while - but my goal is to make that journey to New Jersey before I turn 45 if we still have not given birth. Last year when I was doing my cleanse, scar tissue was healing. It may well be that between dropping the pounds and healing tissues, we may well finally have that success we have been so aching for.

Ultimately, we may have to relo to make this all happen, and if that turns out to be the case, so be it. I love my farm house, but I'd live in a cardboard shack if it meant finally making this dream come true. Jaysen may have to take a job elsewhere in the meantime, and we may have to have some commuting time - but I finally really feel that we're going to make it!

Send all thinks positive Rawbies - this means more to us than anything!

Meet Wormwood!

Sunday's visit from my friend included a trip to the local animal shelter, and this little guy clawed his way into both of our heart strings! He couldn't decide who he wanted to have cuddle him more and continually passed himself back and forth between us, as if he wanted to have two mommies. I didn't bring him home that night - decisions as big as adding a new family member to the house, Jaysen and I include each other in. I thought about the little guy from 5 o'clock until around 9 pm, and by the time he got home from work I was ready to beg for him.

Jaysen gave in to me very quickly, and we raced to the shelter for their noon opening time on Monday. There he was - just waking up from a nap and waiting for us to bring him home! Jaysen had the same reaction Opal and I did to him - complete meltiness leading to utter must-have-the-kitty abandon. Wormwood is an adorable little terror, and was almost dubbed "Ivan the Terrible" for his wiley ways!

We took him to PetsMart to pick out some toys and new collar. He chose 3 frugally priced catnip mice. I also found a hooded catbed for him that was on sale. Jaysen was still bouncing name ideas around in his head at this point. We came very close to going with Absynthe and bought him a neon chartreuse green and silver collar with a bell. We decided tho that Wormwood fit him better than Absynthe - a name for a more laid back, sophist - not a young upstart like Wormwood! Then it was off to Walmart - where Jaysen found even more things for his new little man...a green food dish, kitten chow, treats, and a small nylon corner tower for him to play in.

How are the others taking to him? Well, Blitzer is enthralled - he can't get enough of playfully exchanging chases. Margarita is blissed out to have a new baby in the house - she LOVES playing with cats, and this one being only 4 months old, she has someone she is bigger than to bunny pounce after in high chihuahua fashion. She was smiling ear to ear in-between pants all afternoon yesterday. Ripshin is JEALOUS. I am trying to reassure him that HE is MY kitty-boy, and that Wormwood is for Papa, but he is still quite jealous and I've had to call him down a few times already. Nothing serious - just head locks mainly. Not being a cat person I don't know if the little guy is in any danger or if this is like the pecking order of wolves which I understand all too well.

We're really proud of Wormwood - he doesn't appear to be afraid of anything! He climbs like crazy - has no trouble getting to the food bowls or the litter box - all of which we have to keep on a counter in the utility room because of the dogs. We have some table manners to work though - he thinks whenever someone is eating something he needs to be up in the plate finding out what it is all about and seeing if it's something he wants to eat or something he wants to play with. His curiosity quotient is incredible!

Wormwood seems to like the men in the household - he loves Jaysen and was quite into Bryan last night. I think it's the first time that's happened with a cat for him. He prefers cats to dogs, but previously has only been around aloof cats. Ripshin is very picky about who he socializes with, and prefers me to anyone else in the house. He had a traumatizing beginning and I think it stunted him socially. Wormwood has no such issues - he's the most outgoing cat I've ever met!

Adopting him has opened a door for us I've been looking for since Ripshin was only 6 months old. I'm taking Wormwood to the vet he saw while at the shelter - they already have a file for him, and in speaking with them on the phone they are quite nice folks. He is too young yet to be neutered, so that has to wait until late April. Ripshin, however, has yet to be fixed and will be 2 years old in May. I asked Wormwood's vet what they charge and the usual $100 plus shots was the quote. BUT - they referred me to a low-cost clinic up an hour away that will do the surgery plus the rabies shot for only $43! I am THRILLED! I'm waiting now to hear what the schedule is looking like for April and May - I'd like to have them both done at about the same time to keep the unwanted pouncing at a minimum.

I got very little done yesterday other than refereeing the animals to make sure everyone was getting along okay. Jaysen and I slept in the livingroom so we could keep an ear our for any kitty brawls. Thankfully none occurred.

I have lots to catch up from, so I am off to do it!

Ahhhhhhhhh:)

I can't believe it's been five days since I had any coffee! The really amazing thing about that, is that I don't want it. I'm sitting here sipping a beautiful, clean, refreshing glass of water, and I am at peace!

It's raining out today, and I'm looking forward to a day of focusing on my art. My friend Opal is coming over for a play day. She wants to learn how to use our dremel so she can make runes. When she gets here, I'll make up a tall blender of smoothies - orange, banana, and blueberry. I may also introduce her to raw ice cream later in the day...need to freeze some bananas.

Off to Artland I go! I have lots to do to be ready for the festival on the 14th!!